I got up today feeling thoroughly ashamed of myself and decided to delete last night's blog entry. I didn't want anyone to know how stupid I'd been after my smug assertions that I could control my desire for alcohol.
But how could I delete my entry when it had prompted such kind words of support and encouragement?
I still feel ashamed of myself, although maybe I shouldn't. All I did was lose a fight I was never destined to win.
So it's back to square one for me and that feels like the right place to be.
Thank you so much for your support, I really appreciate it.